By Angela

DISCLAIMER: Own nothing. Madonna owns the song, Like a Virgin, and someone owns Digimon. Not me, don't sue.
AN: The title's Latin for a festival of mysteries. I think it fits Yamato well, which in the end is all that matters.

I made it through the wilderness, somehow I made it through.
Didn't know how lost I was until I found you.
I was beat incomplete, I'd been had, I was sad and blue.
But you made me feel, yeah...shiny and new.
Like a virgin, touched for the very first time...
...When your heart beats next to mine.
Gonna give you all my love, boy, my fear is fading fast.
Been saving it all for you cause only love can last.
You're so fine and you're mine, make me strong, yeah you make me bold.
Oh your love thawed out, yeah...what was scared and cold...
...With your heartbeat...I'll be yours till the end of time.
Cause you made me feel, yeah...I've nothing to hide...
...Feels so good inside when you hold me,
and your heart beats, and you love me...
...Can't you hear my heart beat for the very first time?...
- Like a Virgin - Madonna

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I hate you. It's more than that, if there's a word deeper than hate. That's how I would describe how I feel about you.

If only I could stop lying to myself.

There are only two people that mean anything to me. There's TK, and you.

Why?

I never wanted to care about anything or anyone. I was afraid I'd get hurt. After my parents split, I had nothing left.

I was afraid to trust.

And then you came along, with your big hair and endless amount of energy and stupidity. And suddenly, I had to care.

How could I not?

And now my entire world is held in your hands, and at any second you could realize how incredibly stupid you are. You did choose me after all.

Why not Sora? Or even Mimi? Hell, even Izzy'd be better.

All I am is a cold, arrogant bundle of hidden insecurities.

If I didn't have TK there, to be my world, I think I may have killed myself a long time ago. I had nothing, so I wouldn't lose anything.

I hate you, Koibito, but I love you.

Matt

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Tai thought his chest would explode. The millions of cascading emotions, love, relief, and even a little bit of anger, almost made his heart explode.

Matt loved him. Yamato loved him.

He threw himself backwards on the ground from his sitting position, ignoring the slight wheezing intake from Augumon's chest as his head landed.

This wasn't something that happened everyday.

He clutched the letter to his chest, a piece of standard school-issue ruled paper, as he fell asleep.